I HaVe A HoLiDaY IN JaKarTA...:D

>>>Well..well...well... I've been in jakarta for 4hari 3mlm kat sane...(15dec-19dec 2008)... besh nye dpt nek kapal terbang..(ahaks..jakon kan:P)... anywayz.... kitowang g sane.... wit my famly n my cousin family.... bleh thn lah kat sane... die nye barang cenderahati byk murah.. and you no what.... kite leh twar sampi harga yg plg murah... cm pasar malm kite je leh tawar menawar tpiii the diffrent iz... ak tk beli kat pasar malm... ak beli kat org yg jual kat tepi...tepi jaln... rmi nye tak terkate,...... and ade skali tuh tyme kitowg g kat tangkuban perahu(one of the places our tour guide take us).... mmg byk gile owg yg jual kat situ... n mmg tk bleh nk byg kn cmne ktowg kene serbu ngn downg... cam peminat kejar artis...cmtuh lah kitowng kene serbu.... rimas gile lah... tp masalhnye bnde yg downg jual tuh... sume same jerk... cume owg die len2... ade yg jual strwbwrry lah....cm kat cameron tuh and i tell u.. tmpt kat punchak tuh mmg sjuk le... tak tipu punye...:P ade lg yg jual mafla tok ape yg selendang lilit kat tengkuk tuh.. konon tknk bg sjuk lah.. konon jerk tuh... my dad beli satu.. and my cousin,zola... and his sis... ade gak beli...die beli tok die nye fwens lah... die bougth six jz for ten ringgit.... jz imagine how cheap it is... bleh plak dapt satu free tuh... hohoohoh.. besh....besh... mcm2 lagi lah tmpt yg kitowg g....ade plak tuh... die nye safari... tk macam zoo kite tau... dienye safari haiwan2 die sume dok kt lua dr cage... kire cm safari kat africa lah... kitowg juz dok akat dlm bus... sambil tgk sume haiwan tuh....lepastu ade lak kat situ kitowang leh tgkp gmbr ngn the animal babies...like tgkp gmbr gn anak singa... ak ade tgkp satu....ank harimau...and ank orang utan.. memcm lagilah... interesting rigth:P... (kalu nk tgk gambr ak gn dowang usha lah kat my photo album..fs n ms)...and tmpt mkn yg our tour guide bawak ... mmg best.... tpi yg tk best.. the last day kitowg kat situ... i had a realy bad stomach ache... mmg sedih gile lah.... ak makan seciput jerk... mmg tkde mood for the last day... mknan masuk kat mulut pun pastu die mcm kene hadam ngn cepat nyer.... hihohohohoh.. tpi tkpe... we had so much fun there... and hope dpt g holiday ngn family rerami lag len kali...:)

*ni lah plane yg ak naik...



*nilah yg punchak tangkuban perahu yg ak cite tuh... byk gile brg yg jual kat sini..
tk cye g sendri..hohohohoh

me at eagle ranch...

WeLcOmE to EaGlE RanCHHHHHHHH:)

>>> hohoohoho ari tuh.... 1 dec-4 dec '08... me and my family g eagle ranch tau...hohohoho besh gak ah.... jgn jeles ye kengkawan:P.... cuti2 nih byk g cuti ah ak....besh nye.... g eagle rnch.. byk ativiti yg ak bwat.... ak men go kart.... men go kart,.... and men go kart.... tuh je yg ak bwt sebenrnye... ktowng tk smpt nk men sume...:P and yg sad nye.. tk sempt nk g mndi laut... arghhhhh nk men banana boat... rugi g pd tk men tau... tpi bile g pntai je.... org banana boat nye tkde... sedih sgt..... waaaaaaaaaaaa...tkpe2... next tyme stil leh g ag... anyways... kitowng g pd ni with mkndak's family and pkngah's family...so mery ah skit... n nak thu tk... next week plak ak akan g indon... olidy ag....yeeeeeeee!!!!ske...ske........ske sgt2.....wahahhahah... papa dh tk sbr nk beli die nye tpi kulit... ak n my mom tk sbr nk shopping.... kitowang nk g rerami....family ak.... family cousin ak,zola....and also my momok...pkcik ak le... ade due family... and sorang ag tkde family.. ahaks.... wish me a save trip ye???:P

*go kart tyme...

p/s: dah lame nye tk tulis blog.... sowi ye guys... bz ngt wit my exm ari tuh.. but now enjoy tyme.. sementare result tk kua ag...warghhhh tkut nye:P

g jejalan wit ida n zaty...:D

>>30/10....hmmmm sbb nk puaskan ati ida ngn ari jadi nye... ak bwak lah die g mid valley... nk tgk High School Musical(HSM)... and sekali ngn zaty gak.. coz ak pn dh jnji ngn die nk tgk cite tuh.. soooo ape ag... kitowang enjoy ourself ah.. seb bek zaty tk kesah ngt.... first2 die agk sgn ngn ida.. tpi pastuh dh ok dh... cyg kat zaty... cayng kat adik ku gak... hohohoh but at the end kitowang had sooooo much fun lahhhh hohohohohoh... seb bek lah cite tuh tk mghampakan ak... besh gak... tpi yg sedih nye.. it is the last of HSM... cz.... dowang dh graduate dr school years dowang...hohohoh and at last... ak ngn ida and zaty... berpisah at about 5 o'clock.. and kitowang smpi rmh at about 6:D....

jamuan MBMT seniors and juniors...

*memory ak n ika malm jamuan tuh...fwenz 4 evaaaaaaa:D

>> jamuan nih dibwat pd 22/10... kol 9.. pas test motor starter kat bngkel kitowang...:P hemmm it suppposed to be jamuan yg dibwat tok mengenali junior and senior ngn lebih rapat ag... but... rasenye tak menjadi pon..hohooho senior ngn geng dowang...junior pun same... maksud nye termasuk geng2 ku le...hohohoho... tpi in other way.... jamuan tuh ttp best gak:P... ermmmm at that jamuan..ade karaoke tau... sooo si khayrul latify(epy) tuh naynyi ah.... kecoh ah kitowang tyme tuh dgr die memalak.......ahaks... tpi... yg malu partnye....... si epy tuh die g jejerit name ak tyme nyanyi tuh.... nyamph gile...... nk je ak sesiat kepale die tuh... gramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........ ahahahahhah.... jatuh deh saham ak cmtuh.... langsung tk laku ak kalu die bwat cmtuh.. mawahhahah.... tpi xpe... ko tgk lah nnt epy... ak balas balik t....mawahahhahaha...hemmm but overalll i stil have a great tyme that nigth:D... coz mmg happening sesgt...

Confusing..???

>>Arini ak tlah bwt satu keputusan... satu kptsn yg ak rasekn baik tok ak dn die... arini gak die tlh crite kn sgle2nye kat ak..walupn sbnrnye byk lagi jwpn yg samar...samar.... haiz.. but eventhough die dh citekn sumenye.. nothing will chnge... ak tknk trik balik kate2 ak walau ap cre skali pun... tpi ak rase itulah yg plg terbaik.. ak terpkse lepaskn die..krne die smdri telah lepaskn ak dulu...tk mungkin ak akn ubh pendirian ak.. ak tknk lag mgharap dgn harapn palsu.... ak tknk lg mengis sbb die... ak pnt... pnt sgt... walu bgaimana pun syg tuh masih ade tpi benci masih menyelubungi diri... luka ku masih lagi begitu.. belum lagi meniggalkn parut atau hilang bgtu sje...haiz tahlah.. ak tk thu same ade ape yg ak bwat ini btul atau tidak..tpi.. ak tknk lag tersekse...bgtu juge ak tidak mahu die tersekse lg..biarlah kami begini.. sunyi begtu shj.. anggaplah seperti ak dan die tk pernh bertemu... ak mahu die mulekn hidup baru... die brjnji kepada ku tidak akn kacu ak lg... tpi adakah ini yg ak mahu?? tahlah.. biarlah mase yg menentukn....jika benar jodoh ku dn die masih ade... ak berdoa agr ak dan die dipertemukan semula...disaat wktu ati ku telah sembuh sepenuhnye.. tetapi jika tidak... ak berharp agr tidak akn pernh bertemu dgn die kmbali....haiz.. ak masih tk kuat... ak tkleh lihat mke die... perasaan sakit itu masih ade...i stil can't forgive him.. and i stil can't forget the fact he lied to me twice.... tk pyh lah thu apkh pmbhongan itu kerana adekale nye kite perlu rhsieknnye... siyesly it is also too pain to say gdbye.... i stil luv him.. but never ever ak akn terime die kmbali... not as a fwen or anything... ak tkleh tipu dri ak yg masih skit kerane die.... tapi ak jugak tkleh nafikn yg ak tkleh lupekn die... and hakikat yg sbnr ak masih keliru dgn sume critenye.... mane satu yg btull.. die masih ckp die tidak bleh lupekn ak... tk pernh... tpi btul kah kate2 nye itu... dulu sesenang itu die katekn die tidak menyayangi ku lagi... and skrg dgn sesenang itu die kate kn die masih sygkn ak... haiz tahlah... tpi... itulah hakikatnye.. kebenaran yang hanye diri die shaja yg thu.... but what is for sure i will always remmber him...i hope he think the same as i am.....

why ooo why...

>> You know what happened to me today??? he called me again....haiz...ssh ke ak nk bwat die phm??? ak tknk ade pape ngn die dh... kalu die btul2 nk ak maafkn die... knape die tkleh juz leave me alone...juz for once i need him to understnd... slma ni... it'z always bout him... i'll always need to understnd him... always need to be patient..knpe die tkleh bwat?? tlg lah... nape die tk abs2 nk menyekse ak...siyesly i don't want to have anything wit him... kalu die nk ak lupekan sumenye... die pn msti tlg ak.... mesti stop cntcting me... luke ni..luke ni terlalu dlm.... ak tkleh lupekn cmtu je... cube die jdi ak?? ak..ak...haiz... ak tknk crik gduh dh.. ak dh pnt.... i juz want him to stop ok... stop bothering me.... kalu bleh merayu ak merayu... i juz want to strt my new life... i don't care ape yg org kate... i don't care kalu diowang swuh ak lupekn sumenye and berbaik balik dgn die...plzzzz... don't push me.... ak tkleh bwaat mase nih.... btul2 tklh... kalu die nk berbaik ngn ak pun.. i'm soooooo sorry... ak tkleh nk bwat sume tuh... i still need a whole lot of time.... can't anyone juz understnd my feelings??? Ya Allah tlg lah tabahkn ati hamba Mu ini.... tyme... yes that what i need now... bkn ke ni sume yg die nk dulu??? ak tk phm ap sbnrnye die nk expect ak bwat... honestly i still a weak person.. there.. i said it already... he can be happy what, even i'm not araond.. he still can smile rite even i am not his friend or apart of his life... sooo what more he want from me... he still can have his life even ak tk wujud.... soooo tlglah... ak btul2 nk kehidupan yg bru.... i'm trying very hard here....haiz... and he still can ask me to follow him to ieja's house?? i can't believe die tkleh nk phm perasaan ak yg hancur brkecai sbb die...and die still bleh ckp cmni" dhlah tuh..lupekn sumenye...tkyh nk bnci..bnci..dh..." haiz... i don't noe what to say.... die igt kngn yg bgtu pahit bg ak bleh dilupekn bgitu sje?? die tk igt ke ak pernh ckp... yg ak tkkn maafkn die... maybe satu ari nanti ati ak akn lmbut and i expct wktu tuh die tkde kene mengene lg dlm hidup ak...and kemaafan tuh diucp oleh kate2 atiku yg setelah sekian lame pulih dngn perlahannye...haiz.. juz diz one...plz understnd me... ak tk pernh mntk kat die ape2 sblm nih... and for this... the first and last tyme.. ak mintk dr die... tlg lah phm perasaan ak yg btul2 terluke... and juz let me be... maybe mase yg menentukan pertemuan ak dn die.... and wktu tu.... luke yg tgl hnye tgl parut yg mmberikan kesan...

bbq and karaoke...

>>hohoohoh tonite...kitowang akn bwat family gathering...and kitowang will have a karaoke and bbq.... and ofcourse it wil be quite intresting...tk sbrnye nk tngu mlm nih..... Tpi tdi kitowng dh try dh the new karaoke set yg ktowg beli tdi..... tk sbr sgt... smpi tk menyempat-nyempat:P ahaks.... and ak pun ak nyanyi gak td tau..ha....jgn men2....:P juz mlm nih mmg excited sgt and tk sbr nk tnggu:P

pernah terfikir tk??

>>Pernah tk terfikir pasal dosa yg kite dh bwat??erm.. kekdg kite tk pasan... tpi...sbnrnye mmg dh berlmbk dose yg ade dpn mate...and kdg2 tuh.... mmg kite thu kite bwat dose..tpi....juz keinsafan tuh tk dtg...knpew yek???alasannye..kite cume manusia biase sume org prnh bwt silap..mg btulll tpi...kite pun mesti ade keinsafan...macam ak...ak thu ak dh bnyk bwat dose..pde my mom and my dad..and maybe ade di antre dose yg ak lakukan tnpe ak sdar ak telah rahsia kn drpd downg....haiz...ak pun tk thu..tpi dri ari ke hari...chye keinsafan tu mmg dtg dlm benak ak..cume ak sndri yg mals nk praktikkn.....ak sedar sbg hmbe Nya Ak sering alpa dngn perinth-Nya....hari2 ak berdoa supaye diampunkan dose..tpi diterimakah doa2 ku itu?? And ak sedar ak adelah seorang hamba yg byk dose nye....Lebih2 lag tyme bln pose nih...kdg2 tnpe kite sdr mase bln pose kte still adew bwt dose ag tuh.......kite tk perlu gmbre tntg sume nih tpi kite kene byk berfikir dn kene byk renungkan ape azab yg mennti kite..and kite tk thu sama ada Allah dh ampun kn dose kite atau tk...tpi percye lah Dia Maha pengampun,...Dia akn ampun kan hamba-Nya yg betul2 mahukan keampuanan tuh and btul2 dh insf..ak jge slalu berharap ak trgolong dlm org2 yg diampunkan dosenye....and ak juge berharap yg ak tk pernh skit kan ati sesiapa..sbb kalu skali kite skitkn ati seseorg tuh itu pun dh satu dose namenye.....lagi2 kalu org tuh tk maafkn kitew...rite?? so... dlm bulan pose nih and rye pun nk dkt same2 lh kite renungkan dose2 yg telah kitew lakukan dan doalah byk2 kpd Allah...smga doa kite itu diterima oleh-Nya jika kite betul2 ikhlas tok menginsafinya:D

My SliDeshow

Cuti..Cuti...Cuti...

>>elopz world...i'm back... and now wit my cuti story...:Pcuti nih tkde bwat pew ngt..lepak kat rmh jerk asgnment pon melmbk... tpi nk bwanye..masya-Allah byk lahmalsnye... hemmm nk thu tk i've been thinking lately... kadangkala idup nih byk sgt dugaan..yelah nk mematngkn seseorng mesti lah dr dugaan lebih dhulu... Macm suami isteri byk jugak dugaan....dh lme berkhwin tpi sejak kebelakangan nih asyik bergduh...hemm cmne tuh yekkkk??i'll respecdt for the husbnd yg byk besbr ngn karenah isteri...kdng2 bkn lelaki sje yg pndi bwat hal...perempuan pon same.... maybe tertnye2 kenape ak bgkitkn isu nih???ermmm i juz refering to my parents.... my mom....die kekdg karenah die..ak sndri tk phm...i feel sori to my dad....die terlalu byk bersabar...and die jugak lah lelaki yg ak pling respect dlm dunia nih.. kalu lah ak dpt husband cm papa..mmg ak bersyukur sgt...tpi...ape yg kite mntk mmg tkkn dpt kn...ahks...:P tpi tu lah..... i understnd my dad cndition die bz wit his work so ape salahnye die balik lmbt...but my mom slalu sgt bruk sngke... smpi ak pn tk phm kenape....wit me..huh...mmg kekdg ngn ak pn gduh...kekdg hal kecik pon leh jdi besr.....tahlah... i really hope my mom will realize it smeday..yg die betul2 bertuah dpt husbnd cm my dad...ssh nk dpt lelki yg penybr ngn prngi istri.....i love my dad...and i love my mom too...but i juz want her to realize how lucky she is....

berBuke Pose beRamai2 di Sate Hj.Samuri,KaJang..

>>well…wel… akhirnye..rabu(24/9/08) tercapai gak hasrat kitowang nk bwat bke pose beramai2…wlpn tk cukup owng tpi at least kitowng epy that day..kepade kengkwan ku yg tk dpt hadir…it’z ok…there’s still a next tyme….ahaks… tpi malam tuh mmg meriah…. mmg besh lah…. byk gile sate yg downg order… still ade yg tk abs…… ahks… byk gk lah tk abisnye…tpi…epey jdik penyelamat nye…perut die tuh tk thu lah ape yg boleh isi:P…tpi bdn kecik jerk…lelaki…mkn byk pon tk gemuk gak…tpi bile dh kawin…ahakz…..buncit lah almatnye….ahakz…:P so,,,, for my fwen of MBMT recruits…thx for the lovely evening…. I really will rmmber that moment…..it will be one of my kenangan terindah… and maybe bile dh akhir sem kite bleh bwat jamuan perpisahn extravanganza you guys….i’ll look forword for it…


*me wit ika...ika dh kekenyangn dh tuh..ahks:P


*hohoho meriah nmpk:D

besh..besh…:D

BerBuKe di RuMaH MakNdak…

>>>hohohohoh arinih ak berbuke di rumah makndak ku..sume akak bilik ku g berbuke di luar…seb bek mkndak ajak ak balik ke rumahnye..kalu tk mmg ak berbuke sengsowang lah..ahakzzz:P ermm oklah..save skit duit eden…ahaks… and bleh merpatkn ag ak ngn mkndk….haiz…dh hari kew 23 dh pose… hope dpt pose pnuh gak thun nih…. and mngu nih dh bleh cuti:D

P/s: i’ll already bougth my bju rye:D

:copied from my fs blog,this ebent is been held at the 23rd september..

My EngLish Day CarniVaL…

Mwahahahha:D

ari nih my college ade bwat english carnival….my group pade mulenye agk dlm keadaan kelam kabut….cz we didn’t have any decortions for our booth… dlm ati aku tyme tuh….”oh my god….what to do..wha to do…:P” but at the end we manage to survive…. kitowang beli barang decorations ari tuh gak…walaupun last minit….kitowang manage bwat sume tuh..ahaks…:P and… we had quite a lot of participants today… our game is called”What’s ur brain limit…” mmg nk terkuar lah dowang nye otk jwab soklan kitowang…ahaks…. but the best part is.. kitowang berjaye buat dlm satu team and berkerjasama…:D

p/s: because of the last minute prparation…we have a lot of fun:D

*the host of our game:D
* the prizes that can be won...
*hohohooh bz nye dowang:P

p/s:copied from my fs blog, this event is been held at the 20th september

wahahhahaha bru pas exm pneumatics…

^-^

haizzz… arinih jerk dah adew test pneumatics…penat lah cmni asyi test jerk..tpiii agk tkut lahhh..cz cm menurun jerk sem nihhhh…rrrrrr sram nyerk…mwahahhaha… bosan le tkde pkwe nih… tkde sape nk dgr cite ak nih… tpiii itz ok… i still have many fwen that’s luv me soooooooo much:D

p/s:copied from my fs blog this event is been held at 19th of september..

My FiRsT BlOg EnTery...

• >>Hello world!! this is my first blog entry...hohohoho bkn nye ssh nk bwat pon..ahaks...skng nih wktu cuti ak...cuti rye lah katekn:D...hemmm..dh dkt 2 thun ak stdy kat MFI..memcm dh jdi kat ak...dr being a great epy gurl with smeone to care of till i become a heart broken gurl... but...what to do...that's life...and life must go on...idup mesti epy..itulah prinsip yg ak gne sjak peristiwa itam tuh... tpi nk bwat cmne...first love tk semestinye berakhir ngn kebhgiaan..ak sedar ak masih mde ag... and byk lagi mase ak leh pikir pasal cintan cintun nih.... kalu die nk dtg..die akn dtg...but it will come when kte dh btul2 find the rigth person rigth??:D And bnde..bnde cmni lah yg akn mematngkn kite...mmbuatkn kite lebih berhati-hati dlm mmbuat pilihan...kite tk perlu risau..sbb sume org ade jodoh die sndri.. Allah dh tetapkn jodoh tok sume org..cume mase yg menentukan kite akn jumpe org tuh bile.... And dlm wktu2 cmni...my fwen byk supporting me,....and all thx to them i gain my strength back.... now i realize that fwen are really important in my life....XOXO...luv u guys.... bkn sng kite nk epy... dalm kegembiraan mesti ade kedukaan..owg lain tkkn thu ape yg kite rase..begitulah sebalik nye... bg ak.... bwat ape lg kite mgharap...kite mngis....kalu dri nih..tk dihargai oleh org yg kite syg spenuh ati...lupekan sje lah kepada owg yg tk sudi...byk lagi yg menanti... cume kite je yg kene usaha tok mencarinye.. and masa yg mmbawa kite kpd saat itu...ahaks.. for now... i happy with my life.... hidup single lg best.... tkyh risau pasal kite ade bwat salah atau tk..kite ade curang atau tk... and tk perlu fikir pasal org itu setiap ari.. and kredit... of course.... will remain save all the time..ahaks... but i still have my fwens to care bout me..my family who luv me more than anyone in this world and my pets...... that can make me laugh with downg nye kerenah....But still.... believe me... ssh nk lupekan cinta pertama....cinta pertama lah pling perit apbila kite memtuskan tok berpisah..... sshkn?? lg..lg...bile cinta pertame tu jugak adelah cinta monyet kite...:D cnta pertama tetap will be cinta pertama forever.... kepercyaan yg diberi musnh di tgh jln..and harapan tgl lah harapan...biarlah... die yg memulakan harapan dn keprcyaan tuh and die jge lah yg musnahkan kedue2nye.... ak redha...maybe die bkn jdoh ku....it's ok it's alrigth...i can smile now...wlpn pade hakikatnye...byk persoalan yg belum terjwab...mmg nk sgt thu jwpn nye..tpi ini yg die nk....tpi tk mungkin ak akn berbaik dgn nye....walau cmne skali pon..luke nih betul..betul..dalam... to all my fwens who read this blog...and maybe my family...don't worry i have already overcome with this feeling... tkde nenangis dh... juz nak express jer... after alll this is my blog...and it is all bout me that i wanted to share with you guys... and lot of hug and kisses... form me...XOXO...